For the most part, I will be giving up on music. I've spent half my life making music on here, and no matter how much I've improved, it's still not enough. I recently submitted my best work ever to one of the NG competitions and despite it being my "masterpiece" that I've spent my entire life working towards, it was apparently garbage. It's not about winning or losing, it's about something I thought was incredible being disliked this much. I will upload the songs I've been working on, and then that's probably it. I've wasted my entire life chasing a dream and I see no point trying anymore.